| | Don't like being sick. Not sick enough to stay home... but the kind that you drag around all day. Fevers are no fun.
I don't know what i'm doing. And i don't know what to do. You can't explain something to another person if you don't know what it is urself. And sometimes sitting around and "figuring it all out" and "just decide" doesn't work. I think u have to be level headed for that kind of stuff to work.
So maybe instead of figuring it all out i should just... let go... easy way out. Doesn't seem like it would incite a reaction or matter at this point. Sometimes i wonder if i'm testing myself, to see if i can let go. But you know if once u let go, ur probably not getting it back. So maybe i'm letting it fade... I'm waiting for it to fade... lifts the burden (i cheat, so what?).
But u have to at least keep all parties informed, no? That would be the responsible thing. But how can u if u don't know "what" to inform?
So I let it fade...I wait for it to fade... because that's what I know to do now, and well... I haven't gotten any clue that it won't. |
| | Posted 9/9/2008 11:48 AM - 20 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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