| | Am I too disconnected? am I not doing what i'm suppose to be doing? In most aspects....
some things are so good, and amazing, and surprising, and scary...but still good. and sometimes it scares me that it's good?
and there are other things. things that are sometimes out of my control. and i know sometimes they have nothing to do w/ me, but i still feel conflicted. and i know all these feelings are legit, i just have to sort them out. but sometimes sorting out ur feelings is just sorting out ur feelings, and really doesn't solve the problem or get u anywhere. i guess that's what "out of my control" means.
sometimes i feel like i'm lazy, like i'm not doing enough, like i'm not challenging myself. and sometimes i know these things are true. and sometimes i hate that they are true, and sometimes i just don't care.
I should really do something, about anything. I should sort things out... even if it's just in my head. *note to self - schedule sorting things out time*.
the Phamily's here. they just got here, and as happy as they are to see family, i know they're so tired, and it isn't a vacation for them. i'm trying to make it easier on Lil Pham and the 'rents.
Biking trip to Dong Nai this wknd was fun and trying. We roughed it through rain, sun, insects, dust, and screaming monkeys. And came out darker and more local, haha:
view from our wooden hut
Mymy and a horse
The entourage
Giang Dien waterfall
The view
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| | Posted 3/9/2008 1:25 PM - 34 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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